It is about the Journey, not a Destination

Many of you are likely aware that I have been discerning a call to become an Army Chaplain and begun the application process. It may also be no surprise to know that the Army is shrinking and that includes the need for Army Chaplains. Due to this, the Army Recruiter has made it known that it is very possible that by the time I am ordained within the United Methodist Church, the Army may again drop the maximum age for Army Chaplains and I would become ineligible for Active Duty. With all the facts, Amy and I have been in prayer and believe that it would not be wise to invest so much of our family's life in pursuit of this. When reflecting on this decision, the Spirit reminded me that I was in a season to discern this calling to chaplaincy, not necessarily being called into Army Chaplaincy... with this insight, I felt release.

So what was that all about?!

During this season, I have been working toward getting everything ready assuming that I would be in Ft. Jackson, SC this summer. I have been working hard getting my coursework in order so that I may graduate this coming December, advancing my United Methodist Candidacy process, and entered a CPE (Clinical Pastoral Education) internship with the Lexington VA Medical Center. Also in preparation for "Summer Camp," I have lost 13 lbs! This season of discernment has become a season of preparation. My seminary days are coming to a close and I had much to do to prepare for the transition. The Army helped the Holy Spirit guide me through this process of preparation for a life of ministry.

A favorite professor, Dr. Bart Bruehler once said, "Don't be floating around out there in a sea of theological goo." Well thus far, my seminary experience has been a whole lot of sorting out "theological goo." My CPE unit has been a real hands on application of ministry, where that goo comes in real handy. The process helps me become more self aware so that I may better use the tools I have and incorporate them into active ministry. I am developing a real comfort of my ministerial "skin." I am feeling a confidence that I have not felt in many years.

I continue to covet your prayers and words of encouragement. I appreciate those who have journeyed with me from afar each step of the way. May the Lord continue to bless you!

Mark